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I have not forgotten you
Do not think it is all so easily erased
You have meant more
Tomorrow will be 6 months
And sometimes
I am still
Sitting in my office
The phone
A messenger
I could not shoot
My heart
Dangling from my fingers
As words fell
Through space
And hit my ears
Like burning coals
It is still so fresh
Like a wound
Who's scab
I just can't help picking
Deliberately
For fear of healing
For fear of forgetting
I don't want to forget
Let it run deep
Let it always feel
Raw